She was somehow this damaged creature I had fortuitously encountered along my path and now cared about as a result. Granted, I didn't cause her harm, as I did with Icarus, but I somehow began to feel responsible for her welfare. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
It is easier for an ambitious friend to become an enemy than for an enemy to become a friend. It is even easier to make friends than you can find people to trust as friends. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
In addition to my new outlook on life, in some absurdly simple way, Anissa gave me several new reasons to live. Above all, I had to see her again and find out what, if anything, would happen between her and me. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
But I did feel the vertigo of death’s invitation, beckoning me towards the dark waters below. Only a newfound perspective and desire steadied my wavering soul. I came to realize, just in time, that suicide was far too easy – and obscenely cowardly – after someone I knew, not even half my age, had been through so much worse and still marched gloriously on. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
My past still haunts me when I sleep, although I saw that - much to my surprise- his does as well. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
But then, as I looked in the mirror, I became fixated on some hairs near my carotid artery that were still there. I pushed the blade deep against my neck to shave them off, and then blood squirted out. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
A few minutes later, my eyes began to feel a bit droopy, but I vaguely noticed that Anissa was whispering something. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
The lead-up to the moment was magical in every respect, but a part of me was, and still is, uneasy about the whole thing for many reasons. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
If you can change the way you think in time you will notice a change in your heart and also a change in your life and the way you see things. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
If you can't focus then how do you expect to make your dreams come true? Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>