I just want your voice aimed at me again. I want to absorb the direction of your eyes… Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I love him in ways that I can’t explain to other people. They don’t understand… it’s not their fault. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I really believe that there is an invisible red thread tied between him and me, and that it has stretched and tangled for years — across oceans and lifetimes. I know that it won’t break because our souls are tied. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I cared about them. I wanted them to feel better, to live better lives. And then it occurred to me - I cared about myself. I wanted me to live a better life, too Caring about myself was allowing me to care about others. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I know that this process of ‘me changing my life’ doesn’t just end once I set fire to this list of things I hate about myself. Tonight isn’t as much of a new beginning as it is a violent end and I know the real work hasn’t even started yet. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I’m going to follow this invisible red thread until I find myself again… until I finally figure out… who I’m meant to be. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I feel a resurgence of my 6-year-old self… that little warrior, goddess of a girl reminding me of who I was when I was little, before the world got its hands on me. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I’ve always seen this in you, ever since you were a little girl — this hunger to love other people into their highest selves and it’s what has made me irreversibly and just so forever in love with you. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I’ve grown up defined by this desperate, undeniable, ‘can’t breathe’ kind of space inside of myself and I’m afraid that the diagnosis is fatal. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
Something, somewhere, knows what’s best for me and promises to keep sending me people and experiences to light my way as long as I live in gratitude and keep paying attention to the signs. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I fantasize the night sky to be like a cosmic blue print of my life as I close my eyes and unbutton my heart…. just in case anyone up there is listening. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>