Thus let me live, unseen, unknown;Thus unlamented let me die;Steal from the world, and not a stoneTell where I lie. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
Around, around the sun we go:The moon goes round the earth.We do not die of death:We die of vertigo. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
Sadness and boredom were more bearable than the effort of living a normal life. Perhaps the idea of death began to hover over her during that period, as a kind of higher order of lassitude in which she would not have to move the blood in her veins or the air in her lungs; her repose would be absolute- not to think, not to feel, not to be. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
O Earth, lie heavily upon her eyes;Seal her sweet eyes weary of watching Earth;Lie close around her; leave no room for mirthWith its harsh laughter, nor for sound of sighs.She hath no questions, she hath no replies. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
Who wanted to be smiled at by the girl that trailed shadows like pets, conjured snakes and waited for Death, her bridegroom, to steal her from these walls? Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
For, truly, the man who does not know when to die, does not know how to live. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
The stillness and stasis of bed are the perfect opposite of travel: inertia is what I've come to consider the default mode, existentially and electronically speaking. Bed, its utter inactivity, offers a glimpse of eternity, without the drawback of being dead. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I just took [my cancer diagnosis] as bad luck, basically. It did strike me almost immediately, my atheist sort of thing kicked in and I thought "ha, if I was a God-botherer, I'd be thinking, why me God? What have I done to deserve this?" and I thought at least I'm free of that, at least I can simply treat it as bad luck and get on with it. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
The question of how to spend my life, of what my life is for, is a question posed only to me, and I can no more delegate the responsibility for answering it than I can delegate the task of dying. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
That cake tasted good. But the cake in the garbage tasted better. It was the best cake I ever ate. Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>
I recognized my work for what it was--as unimportant a drug as cigarettes to get one through the weeks and years. If we are extinguished by death, as I still try to believe, what point is there in leaving some books behind any more than bottles, clothes, or cheap jewellry? Nov 24, 2024 - Fabian Biese>